A player's mentality...
As Maeness says it ....
Is like shopping for a pair of CK's jeans...
You saw it... Crave for it... Want it...
BUT
U know you can't afford it... Argh....

So then the player goes around shopping for cheaper alternatives...
Like those cheapo ones in Bugis Village...
And gets one at $7 for momentary relief of pain...
And cheapo jeans are everywhere...
New "stocks" always come in readily... Buy 3 for $10....

Eventually... Maybe the process just takes 1-2 days...
The player forgets the CK jeans he/she originally craves SO much for...
And moves on....
Either stuck with that cheapo pair of jeans...
OR
Happily searching for new "stocks" in the market...

AND the cycle goes on and on.... forever....

Wtf....

Now i know...
Actually i always knew...
Just living in complete denial...
That i was once so smitten with an arsehole...
And how much time & tears were wasted... On an arsehole.

Don't get me wrong...
I never felt that it's a waste to love someone... Even if you can't have a happily ever after ending, it's okay. At least the time spent was worthwhile becos u have been happy before...

BUT this time round, i felt it's truly a WASTE of time...
Seriously...
So many people asked why i couldn't let go...
Seriously...
I see their point...

They are just kind enough not to say...
Why couldn't you let go of a piece of farking shit...
Why are you hugging on to that piece of shit when there are so many good stuffs out there...

At least at the age of 26+, i finally learnt and witnessed that arseholes TRULY exist...
To think that, i always believed people are good....
Nonsense...