And so...

I just received a pilot red pen... With my name ENGRAVED on it... Manually made... Not from a pupil... And a bag filled with cookies to fill my stomach, throat medicine to heal my sore throat and super lemon sweets to wake me up when i almost fell aslp in meetings... Hmm...

But we shall see... Now after all the drama and shit loads... I'm more careful... Guess we all will...

And it seems like... No matter how many times he got turned down... Or how many times i've told him that... I'm not ready... He still sticks around... Hmm...

It's always good to take longer to know somebody... Isn't it?

And it's so scary when u give away your true feelings to someone... Meaning you're opening up yourself to another person... Who can either hurt you and cast you to hell... Or bring you to heaven...

Just some thoughts... 我残废了。

And so the shit hole seems to be getting bigger... By all the calls everynight...

I bet while pushing the buttons, he's also sms-ing other girls out there... Why am i so gullible to believe a player will change his spots? For me?

Sighs..

Saturday burnt... Whole day out there... From 10am till 10pm... Shaggyness...

Hopefully all will turn out well ... Supper anyone after 10? Haha...

I missed chinatown pub... Haha... Winks* to maeness... Muacks...

Life still goes on... Something's still amiss... And i'm not looking forward to the sept hols... Sighs...