快乐因短暂而永恒

永恒因霎那而美丽

美丽因无限而虚幻

虚幻因无助而飘渺



飘渺因距离而完美

完美因瑕疵而破灭

破灭因失落而复杂

复杂因情绪而变幻。。。。

我因你

而迷失方向。。。。

am i in love?
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Happy Birthday To You...




I've never got the chance to celebrate birthdays with any of my crushes... bfs...

Ironic, being the fact that i put much emphasis on birthdays.

一年只有这一天，你是特别的。

就如我24年前来到这个世界，为了24年后能够与你再度重逢，一起吹蜡烛、一起快乐、一起笑。



这，就是我的幸福。

Although it's only for a day. Perhaps a night.

To me, it can stay eternally.

Someone once told me, "The candles on your cake are like shooting stars in the sky. Look at it, make a wish, and all your wishes shall come true."

因为美丽，所以一直记得。

Will there be always someone who has left your life... but never fails to forget your birthday?

Just like on my 23rd birthday, my first boyfriend suddenly sms me @ 12 midnite:

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY Xiaoniu!!! Hope u will be happy always..."

Xiaoniu was the nick he gave me 11 years ago...

To me, it was a BIG surprise. After so many years... he still remembered.

And to me, 10/6/1980 shall and will always be a special day too.

Some memories... they just never fade away.

It grows special with time, it perfects the imperfections in life.

It makes you whole, it makes you realise it's good to have memories still.

就像小南。虽然他离开了小米，离开了人世，但他的生日祝福从来不间断。

每年的某一天，小米还是会收到小南的一则生日祝福。

不知情的她，以为小南一直还活着。那个对他痴心一片的男人。

生日快乐。。。

是离开的人为留下来的人，说的最后一句话。也是最情深的一句话。

The next time you say 'Happy Birthday' to someone,

say it with a big dose of sincerity.

You never know if u get to celebrate his/her birthday with him/her again.

The next birthday... is he/she still doing fine? is he/she happy? who is he/she celebrating with?

You might never know again.

Perhaps...

perhaps.

祝你生日快乐。一定要快乐。