- Makan Madness! -

Eating eating eating

These days, i'm REALLY into eating. I guess subconciously, it gives me a certain level of comfort. To be able to eat well & sleep well & ahem* move on well.

Lots of peeps have been reminding me to eat, cos they are all too shocked to see a downsized me?

Well... in fact i've been eating and drinking and sleeping far too good... Probably when one isnt feeling happy, the body just rejects the fat cells and probably turn them into something else? Hah... Kidding lah =P But no worries, i've been taking good care of myself these days.

Saturday Marche date with Jialing

Had Rosti with cheese sausage (as usual, my fav!) , Calamari, Pork Loin Steak, Mushroom soup all for 2 peeps! Burps*!

Poor gal with a running nose! And have to pick up calls from nonsensical boss halfway thru eating. Nehmind gal! Remember our 不倒翁的精神！=)

Oooo... Me heart the orangey lighting effect. Haha. At least i dont look so sickly pale =P

Sunday Brunch

Da jie (my eldest couzzie) decided to treat all of us (11 adults, 3 kids) for a Sunday Brunch @ Hilton Hotel! Heard this place is supppppper famous for its Sunday Brunch and if you're interested, be 2 weeks early!

$85+++ per pax for adults and $25+++ for children.

The kids greatly entertained by the magician who made them bows & arrows from balloons.

I've been too busy drowning all the food into my bloated tummy that i didn't take pictures!! *stabs myself* Luckily in the end, i realised this big mistake and quickly took a picture of my fav... DESSERTS! Woohoo! I'm a happy girl =)

Best dessert!! Warm chocolate cake with oozing hot chocolate inside... Ahhhhh....

The xiao gu gus, da gu gus and the 3 kiddos =)

Happy Mum with my Xiang Xiang nephew. Mum is supppper happy cos she ate 10 fresh oysters, 5 lobsters, countless alaska crab legs and 3 plates of sashimi! Wahaha...

Oh, and besides those mentioned above, there's the western corner, the indian food corner and the desserts counter! Woohoo! No wonder it's always full house though the price is crazy (my standards)

Free unlimited lollipops and cotton candy for the kids too =) I missed my childhood days.

My loveable uncle whom i've always mentioned. He has been there for me all these while, and the first thing he said when he saw me was ... "Lin lao shi! Be strong!" (In chinese) Aww... so nice =)

Family strength really helps in rough times like this. Heart them. >,<

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Sometimes, memories just popped up without notice....

And looking at the handphone for new messages seems to be the norm ...

I attribute all these to a phase that i've to go through. And i'm currently adjusting back to my new life without you... I guess the first few weeks have to be like hell... But all these will get better in time...

All throughout my life, i've always seeked recognition & love from others... So sometimes when things turned bad, i still held onto it... Even if deep down, i know it's gonna hurt me like crazy.

After this very bad trip in life, i finally realised that love, recognition, confidence and faith... They have to come from ME. Not anyone else in my life. I don't know how and why i came to this realisation, but i'm glad i realised it NOW and not LATER.

I just can't afford more falls in my life again. Even if falls are inevitable, i guess it just won't hurt as much as this one anymore. All because i've learnt things, really through the hard way.

And i shant put love as the center of my life again, because i feel that anything that has got to do with human relationships... Are just so frail and unrealiable to be solely focused on. There's so many other things in life that awaits to be completed.

I'm gonna head the other way this time =) Watch me.