- Unsuccessful 1st Tanning Trip -

Yesterday's tanning session was a flip! Blah!

Was halfway to Harbourfront, then suddenly it pours. And it pours. AND it pours. Boo!

Smsed Huanlin & almost immediately we opted for Plan B.

Quite nice actually =)

We went MPH, browsed for books and nuaed at TCC citylink for nearly half a day, reading books, sipping drinks and eating sinful stuffs. Woohoo! Read alot, talked alot and nuaed alot. I like~

BUT!

We aren't gonna give up on our precious tanning session! Gonna try again coming friday. Hopefully it doesnt rain again. *choy*

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Finally, i've decided to delete the photos. All, one by one. I've always procrastinated abt this, probably becos part of me is still hanging onto the memories once shared. But finally, i've made up my mind that i shld be doing things to help myself. And looking at the photos DOES NOT help. I'm just a click away from healing better.

It's time to let go... really let go of the memories, no matter how good they once were, except things are still rather raw... And it's not easy afterall, but i'm trying very very hard. It has been 9 days since we last contacted & a part of me is proud of my progress.

if you've been with me thru this journey, you'll know how hard it is, to even make myself turn & walk away. But this time round, i'm gonna prove myself right. Yes. I've never made a better decision than this before in my life. =)