And so,

i will very likely become the appointed LC next year...

If it eventually comes true, that's to say.....

i'll be the 1st LC with the least no. of years of experience.....

In case you don't know,

An LC leads the whole level.... In disci*line & admin matters.

Or u can say,
i will be the one getting ZERO pay rise, but lots of sai gangs. *blehs*

Maybe the next time u see me in the office, find me under the desk. Haha.

And so, many pairs of eyes will be waiting to pick on me.

Just like the first time i saw Alice getting mercilessly bombarded in the meeting by those "lao jiaos". They don't care if it's your 1st year or whatever.

If they appointed you to be the LC, then u MUST have the ability to lead.


So...... U can expect the ultimate stressful days ahead la. A 26 year old inexperienced lass leading the full team of trs together with 800+ little ones.

WHO WILL 服 ME !!!????

Even sometimes i'm also trying very hard to convince myself that i can do it.

Just as i was worrying about what lies ahead of me, what kind of challenges i'll be facing.. Can i handle all those upcoming shit? What if i failed n become people's laughing stock? Blah Blah Blah.....

Then i went Service with Fren this mornz & was deeply enriched by what the invited Pastor said:

Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life ?

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Swweee lah. My fav. quote already. :)

Just the right reminder at the very right & critical time :D

He also said:

"做人，一定要能屈能伸，寻找心中的自由。就如天空飞翔的小鸟，草地上生长的野花，它们能够有活着的一天，就必定活出尊严与生命力。”

你想做一朵温室里的玫瑰，或是一朵，经历过风吹雨打，仍然屹立不倒的野菊花？

生命充满着选择，

我们必须明白自己要的是什么，然后，活出意义。

这样，

才能称为“有意义的人生”。

Awww....

Of cos, these are only abstracts that i paraphrased and post it here lah.

SO....

In conclusion, i guess it's useless to worry & worry & in the worrying process, robbing myself off the FREEDOM to be happy and carefree.

It will be nice to lay on dry grassland & looking up at the clear blue sky when one is feeling down.

Life has far too many things to get depressed over liao.

What for worry about tomorrow?

Ultimately it's a challenge that i've to face and in the process, be a stronger person. I should be thankful that i am given this chance to grow and learn, and i am indeed luckier than so many people.

Who knows?

Maybe i will get addicted to busy-ness. Heh. =b

For all my loved ones, friends, strangers etc who are feeling down (^V^)>:

Always look on the bright side of life~

Da la~ Da da la da la~