- Ramblings -

I refuse to comment... Though i have overflooding thoughts in my mind, though if i have a choice, i would like to sit down with ya over cups of coffee, kiao- kahing by the seaside... and telling you how i feel about this whole saga...

However, me thinks it's better for you to venture into dat world of unknowns... Where nobody can give you definite answers to how tgs will turn out... Becos it's meant to be a process afterall, not a destination. Wat Fren adviced me is true...
That some things should be meant for us to explore, to learn, to fall, to get up, to grow...

Afterall, i'm just an onlooker.

Great if all things turn out well... Afterall, this is what i've always hoped. For my friends.

Wat if things didn't turn out to be as good as expected?

You should be matured enough to handle any consequences.

I trust your instincts, i trust your experience. And i trust that you know what to do.

Sometimes, all we need is a fall, to get up again and grow stronger.

Most of my friends grew up the painful way, and i can see them being more blissful than ever now, with their new found love.

I wish the same for you too, and even if anything happens, don't worry.

We will always be there to zam you. Muahahaha:P

Anyway, one last view:

Take ur own sweet time, enjoy this period of time where everything is uncertain, yet so certain.

Get to know someone better before you take the plunge. It's always good to remember this unspoken rule.

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Didn't have a good rest for almost a week. I slept at 10 plus.. Then usually woke up in the middle of the night. When i forced myself to sleep, i felt worst. Usually, i will just close my eyes, and wait for the alarm to ring at 530am.

Maybe this explains my lousy temper these few days. And vulnerable self. Losing sleep is one of my worst encounter.

I actually overslept on the bus yesterday.

And was in an unfamiliar place when i shot up from my seat and frantically pressed the bell. Luckily i woke up before the bus turned into little india. Haha..

But it has been a long long time since i overslept on the bus.And waking up to a remote place is not exactly adventurous to me. I followed another man in his working suit to the bustop, without thinking straight the consequences of following someone blindly.

Must be really really tired.

Life is suddenly very fragile to me. Who knows? Someday i might just suddenly pass away without seeing my parents, my loved ones, my friends again.

Thoughts after thoughts... Wandering, floating...

I need to slap myself to sleep, i guess.

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Had a very GROSS experience in the MRT a week ago.

Shan't elaborate. But it was one of the worst nightmares ever.

Shall banned myself from taking the MRT for at least a month.

Then i was at the bustop... Waiting for 506...

An uncle, in his late 50s... Looked at me, smiling... Looking up down up down.

I turned away and played with my nano... Then he continued to shoot glances at me..... Still smiling... With one teeth missing..... YUCKS!

*GRRRR...*

If he's Tony Leung or Andy Lau, i'd seriously felt flattered...

BUT ... UNCLE? AH PEK?

WAH BIANGS...... *slaps forehead*

How come i keep getting lobangs like these?

Wan me to show you my rusty taekwando powers is it?






Okays, this is my almost boring life. Shall blog more pictures in the next post.