- Tgs dat get me high -

You know ... How is it like... When certain songs can simply make you at peace with urself and the surroundings? The songs might not be those dong dong chiang happie ones.... Just... Some melodies/lyrics dat touches your soul?

Like when i see yellow stuffs... Yellow clothes.... Yellow buildings.... Yellow cars... Yewllow yellow dirty fellow...

I get the natural high?

High not as in those kee siao dancing high... But rather... Naturally happie...

Then as i sat in the bus todae listening to my nano, i began to ponder why is it when other things like music, colours, the weather etc can make you happier than the people or the person beside you...

I'm like... Pretty worn out by the things happenin ... At work... In life...

And it's not PMS. It's just like... Part & parcel of my life?

Like im always on this rollercoaster thingey... don't think i'll ever get down.
It's like... slowly munching away a part of me... Big part....

Maybe i should go get a religion?

And find peace within myself?

Waha...

I wonder if it's ME making myself miserable, or the situations i'm in that makes me feel this way...

Anyway, i think i donno how to wear mascara properly lei. Shucks.

Okai! I know i'm super digressing.

Joseph shld be waiting at the bustop for me now... Off to play crazziiie MJ! ! !

I just need very badly to be happie.

And to feel very important. To somebody.