This was an eventful week. Nah, not because it was V-day for us, but more of reality bites.

First of all, it was the passing of a friend's dog. Met the cute fur ball more than once, and seeing how it was reduced to bones due to liver failure can break anyone's heart. More so when i have one furry ball at home.

I can never imagine how am i gonna take it when ah boy leaves.... Though deep down in my heart, i know that life never ends. It simply changes its form and one day, somehow, we will reunite again.

Secondly, it's the same old thing. Work. I have been thinking hard on what i want to pursue. Do i want to live till 50 years later and regret not having the courage to do what i always wanted?

Then the boyfriend said something wise, "Seriously, if you've never tried, you'll never know."

Argh.... Once again, it's the same old feeling of having to make a decision again. *groans*

Anyway, i wonder how long i can "tahan" before i finally throw the letter and leave. Soon, i hope.

Thirdly, is the stress level of cutting down on my weight and preparing for the W-day. It seems like nothing has been accomplished for now, yet i know most have been settled. It seems strange, that you know you have done almost 90%, but something kept bugging you to revisit all the things you have done, in case you missed out on something.

And i have yet to cut down on my diet to reach my desired weight =(

Okai ... Shall stop whining over here. It was a good dinner with bestie jialing tonight. Shared a great deal about our lives, families and gossips.... Love it to the bits.

Kudos people! Am gonna hit the bed soon. Time to pamper myself by trying on the new mask i bought weeks ago, but have forgotten clean about it. Ha!

GOODNITE! =)