Random tots

Sometimes, random thoughts popped into my mind.

Like today. I was taking a bus ride to jap class. When i saw someone who looked like my secondary school friend. Turned out it wasn't her. Honestly, i wasn't disappointed. Becos if it happened to be her, i would be dumbfounded and probably do not know how to react.

And i spent the rest of the bus journey (2omins), thinking what i will do if i could turn back time and made the friendship last.

Sometimes, i looked back at what i could have done better, and ponder for a long time, why back then, i didn't.

And i know ultimately, it does not depend on whether i did, or did not do something. But rather, the circumstances back then.... And other external factors like the maturity of both parties... The situation... And many many other reasons that i choose not to list down here.

But on top of everything, i am still relieved that things happened and it eventually moulded my character.

And i strongly believe there's always a reason why some people continue to stay in my life, while others didn't make it through the journey. Most are acquitances, some used to be good friends. Does it matter? Maybe in the past. But time heals and people move on.

Sometimes, i still wonder how they are, what they are currently doing, and if they are truly happy. Just passing thoughts. Curiosity. Perhaps just happen to see someone who looks like him/her.

Whatever it is, i know of something that's true.

And that is, life still moves on, and we must all look ahead and walk on this journey, knowing somehow or rather, fate plays an active role in our lives.

And if it's meant to be, it will always be. Be it lovers, friends or foes. Just move on.