In this line, it seems like.....
Everything you do, it's just isn't right.
When you do something good, and you know it's good, people just kept quiet and observe how one day, you will fall.
When you made a mistake, no matter how minor it is, you get reprimanded... either from stakeholders, or people from above.... (not GOD).
And when they know you CAN do something, next time whenever there's an event, your name appears... reappears... re-reappears. And each time you wonder why are you nominated when there are a few hundreds out there....
So after many months of slogging your heart out, you wish for that minimal reward, i.e BONUS...
And then get a HUGE disappointment when reality isn't up to expectations..........................
The only "so-called" recognition, is when they come to you smilingly, and tell you that they are giving you opportunities to "GROOM" you, because they can see your "POTENTIAL", and one fine day you will become a leader.
A*HEM. Kiss my ass.
You decided to turn to pupils for that little sense of job satisfaction. Then you met nasty parents.
S.H.I.T.
Nothing seems right.
I sometimes wonder, why do i have to dig out my heart and lungs out only to be mocked by reality in the end.... ....
Which is why people around me are leaving.... Thinking of better alternatives....
Everyone seems to be talking about going into business, taking a study break, taking leave.. etc.
I wonder what my path ahead leads me to. Will i be stuck in here for the rest of my life?
How horrifying. *Sighs*
But for the sake of moolah, i should for the moment, grit my teeth and walk ahead...
Okay... I'm writing all these just because i have been working very hard these days, getting rather grouchy and tired, and wana get it off my chest...
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