For a friend

For the longest winter in my life,

i relied on Leona Lewis' "Better In Time" to pull through each & every breathing moment.

On the train, during lonely bus trips home, on my way to school, before i go to sleep...

And then one day, i realised i don't need it anymore to feel normal again.

When i thought i couldn't sleep or eat well, i slept at 11pm each night and made sure i had my meals on time. I've learnt how to take good care of myself.

When i thought i would just lie in bed and die, i pulled myself out of bed each morning telling myself, "I need to go to work."

When i thought i would die at the end of each dreadful day, i looked around and found my family and friends who are always there.

When i thought my life is just about HIM & only HIM,i realised how much fun & laughter i have missed out, replaced by tears, the WHYS? and so much disappointment. So i headed out and find things to be happy about.

Do something to make yourself happy. Be it reading, going for movies, feasting with friends, picking up an activity, listening to songs or watching DVDs....

Life isn't just about grieving.
Life is more than what you see with your eyes.

And today as i board the bus home, random thoughts came.

"Be thankful in a way... Because of him appearing in your life, you finally realised the other one wasn't the one for you afterall."

Guess someone up there is trying to pass me a message i nearly missed =)

Cliche as it sounds,

Everything REALLY happened for a reason.

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