And so... It's the end.

Stef sun was so good with her live singing... Toooo bad, if you're asking, i didn't take pic with her. Nobody had a chance to. Blehs! At least i was up close n personal with her for that few minutes...
*an shuang* Wahaha...

And i had a pic with Zoe Tay! Wee wee! Ah Jie is really great beyond words. And her son is soooo cute. Wee wee!

Great night. I just wana enjoy the process of seeing my "baby" born into the world... Told myself, once it's over, it's over. Even if someone tripped onstage, even if got power failure, once it's over, it's over. My "baby" is born after 6 months! Woohoo! Nearly teared after the event. Not because the finale wasn't that good. But becos after months of hard work, it all finally came to a successful end. Woohoo!

And there i was, standing outside swensons at 12mn, looking at the streets and stoning. Some scenes popped into my head. Too tired for that. It has been like this these few days. Suddenly some memories struck me and left me there stoning in my own outerspace.

At least, a part of me is glad that things are over. For good. Even if part of the memories were good, it's broken for a reason. And the reason is, it was never right in the first place. No matter how happy things previously were, the bad part overweighs it all. I've accepted it, that i'll never be happy in a relationship with this person. Not only because he's not worthy, also because we didn't have the chemistry to make things work its way through.

Slept well through the night. Wobbly blistered legs.

Right now, i've to fill up time for my sept holidays so i don't backslide out of ass itchiness. It's not gonna be easy, but guess... it's the only one thing i can do for myself right now. Maeness lent me so many vcds to keep me occupied for the rest of the week. Muacks!

"I've to claw myself out of this sai hole so i can see the beautiful sun again."

I've printed out this really corny phrase and pasted it right in front of my bed so i get to see it everynight before i sleep.

I CAN DO IT! And i know, i am stronger this time round. Wee Wee!