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And so...

Had a good laugh over someone's dreams & about the 8 characters clash...

Tink he still needs to put in super loads of effort for me to change my ahem.. view about him. Haha... I'm such a fierce "mother hen" right?

Anyways... Had a weird dream last nite too...

I dreamt dat i was happily in HK ... With maeness and someone (whose skin isn't black waahahaa) and the 3 of us were happily exploring disneyland and eating hongkong dim sum... drinking lemon tea with super lots of lemon in it ....

When suddenly i turned around,

and saw FREN with another 2 char bors beside him...

Well, one of the char bors (whom i can't see the face) was saying that she's COLD... So FREN pulled her close to him and taking her hand, wrap it around his waist.... Then FREN was smiling super broadly... Like maciam he just won 4D...

And apparently he noticed me looking at him... And akwardly came up to me, saying he's sorry and stuffs...

Then i remember i was crying like shit .. And scolding him or something... Confronting and seeing his super zhuai face... Haha... Super drama...

Ah...

Then, my alarm rang.

I woke up not feelin' very happy. Like there's something weighing down on my heart.

Am i feeling grumpy due to lack of sleep? Like... 80% of my sleep was contributed to a sibeh bad dream?

Or the fact that dreams usually serve to tell us something?

Like digging into our deeper insecurities? Like reminding us of an unpleasant past?

Anyways... I'll just tell myself it's a dream.. a dream... la la la la....

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The other day,

some guy told me he's falling in love with my smile little by little, day by day...

Was pretty impressed by the words he used when he tried introducing himself...

Like... His ang mor super powderful ...

Then another guy...

Telling me i will make his day by giving him my msn...

It's super funny how they totally ignore my current status and flirt with me through messages...

And the other one who dropped me a message...

IS ACTUALLY IN A RELATIONSHIP TOO...

Well... I can't believe how his gal will feel ...if she knows what he's doing behind her back...

I'm SOOO gian to reply him with a good scolding... Smack him left right...

But i guess i'm too busy for that... Afterall, who am i? I've no rights to interfere...

Some people... Ass very itchy i guess...

I hate firvolous people...

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Sometimes i wonder...

Do some people fall in love, becos they like the idea of falling in love?

Like...

They enjoy showering someone with tons of love... and concern... and getting back the attention...

When in fact, they do not really love the person? Or even understand him/her well enough? They just love to be in love...

Fren said it needs a certain amount of good feelings as the basis before two people decided to be together and showering each other the attention, TLC, love.. etc.

And if love is REALLY seriously lacking in the first place, the relationship will not last through...

True...

Are you falling in love with that person? As in... L-O-V-E?

Or are you falling in love with the idea of being in love? Becos u hated the idea of being alone? Like.. All ur friends are attached but not you?

Oh, i'm getting complicated again. Ha, but worth giving it a thought.