And whoever trying to make me feel better. In one way or other.
Well... It's not easy to think optimistic, but i don't wana let my mind wander either.
Tried keepin myself busy these nites. Why nites? You ask.
Cos nites are the best times where your mind began scaring you and pushing you to the inner depths of hell.
SO. Last night, i spent 3 hours packing my room. Making space for the new furniture comin' in today.
I was so tired that i snoozed immediately after bathing. My mind began wandering abit somewhere in between. I just let the emotions flow. It's better than trying to hide it inside for so long.
This morning, awakened at 8am with 5 smses- 2 morning sms from Fren, one from Mae asking me to go fishy fishy with her, one sms from sweet eileen, and the other one from Ling.
It's a new morning again, i told myself.
Then i began busied myself packing the other half of the old furniture.
Cleaning, scrubbing, in between smsing and trying to move the heavy furniture around the room. Sofa, wardrobe, tv, PC, stacks of CDs, my bed, miscellanous. Alamak, then i developed skin rashes from the thick dust hovering around.
Ah boy was kpo-ing around the whole morning doing practically NOTHING lor. HMPF. Next time remember to train your dog to help you wipe floor or carry the water bucket please.
*new ambition* Heehee.
Then the Ikea pple came at 12.30pm!! Much much earlier than wad i expected.
Heng i ask the men to help me assemble. Else i'll be so tired, i shatter into dust.
THEN.....
TADAH!
New members of the room:
Two seater sofa with sheep fur!! It'll be damn cosy to nua here next time with iced java chip cuppa from Starbucks :)
New working table dat doesn't use up much space & i heart the new wardrobe too!! Dua screening!! Lower deck is my PC and upper one is my plasma!! *Grinz*
That is tweety bird hiding behind the tvee. Hehz.
This will be how it looks like the next time u step into my room! :)
And YES! I pushed the bed to the wall all by myself at 10.45pm last nite!! OOPS!! Heng i didnt make much noise.... Heee....
Dat's my dearie mummy in the picture helping me all mornz... Mother kam sia!! *bows*
AND YOU KNOW WHY I KEPT THE CENTER SPACE EMPTY??
MUZ MAKE ROOM TO PUT MY MAHJONG TABLE WITH 4 CHAIRS MAH!! WAHAHA........... Saturday guys?
And so... Right now i still need a full-length mirror plus small cupboard!!
Sponsors anyone?? *winks winks* I is super dead broke!! *frowns*
p:s/ BTW... i'm thankful for the upcoming Mel trip!! Seriously...
Me guess it's a great opportunity to recharge myself and i sincerely hope dat mae WON'T pull me to dance with her on the streets lor..... *cross fingers*
Which she sms me yesterday, saying she WILL. *DUHS*
Anyways. I'll be okays peeps.
Maybe when the date draws nearer, i will be a super kia-see kia, perhaps hiding away in my little hole, refusing to face the truth.
But right now, i can say confidently,
i will be alright.
:)
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