I'm soooo sooooo bloody busy these days, i think i'm going to crash down anytime. I'm serious.

I got no time to eat. The sweetlings who sat around me even have to resort to "escorting" me down to the canteen to ensure i buy food. One of them even "auto" bought me a chicken pie EVERY thursday when i'm having periods all the way. *smiles*

I am busy. But i am glad i got my friends.

I got no time for myself. Mark mark mark. I have 4 boxes of worksheets, compos and mock papers to mark. Not forgetting 2 stacks of activity books almost untouched. Everynite is spent marking. Even with Fren. Who is chum enough to be a part time marking machine with NO money NO OT but got alot of sai gang like this. *smiles*

I am busy. I am tired. But i am glad i have you.

I got no time to rest. Sleeping is awfully important to me now. I couldn't sleep for nights. Every time i closed my eyes, my mind will be twirling abt events of tomorrow. What shld be done... Did i miss out something? What has to be marked and returned immediately.... Blah blah blah..... And then my "Ah Ji" in school who has been observing me secretly ... She came to my cubicle today, passed me a present, a big pat on the shoulder, smiled and walked away.

I opened up the present. It was a Forever Friends mouse pad and a little note to cheer me on: "I know you've been very busy and tired. Here's something to cheer u up!"

*smiles*

I am tired. I am busy. I am on the verge of giving up. Even my sanity.
But i got people like her to keep me going.

Even if the rest of the world has no time for my complaints.
Even if i feel that some people won't understand what i'm goin through...
Even if i know that i will be misunderstood cos i no longer smile as nicely in school.....

I know,

I still have you people with me.

And dat's impt enough to keep me going.