Was talking via msn with huanlin a few nights ago.

And Bingo! She hit that right spot i have been trying very hard to explain, but don't know how to put them into words.

True, i wasn't sure how tgs will turn out. I'm like a baby who just learnt how to walk that first few steps, and i admit, i'm very afraid i will fall down hard... again.

And, I don't want to go thru that last episode.

Going thru the hassles of explaining to the whole world, should things turned rough.

Once is enough.

I guess only close friends who read my blog knows.

And i know, i wont be drilled for an exhausting Q&A session from them if tgs didnt turn out as expected.

It's pathetic, i think, to not be the old me, sharing my happiness with the world.

But this is my life.

Like what Fren says, we don't have to give explanations for every decisions made.

I shall just go along with whatever i think is appropriate. :)

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To a friend who's troubled:

Maybe, if your hunch tells u something isn't right, then probably he/she is just not the one. And you don't always have to listen to what others say.

Trust your own instincts.

If you believe there's still a single ray of hope, chase it.

You might find a rainbow after the rain :)