Fren & i was on the bus a few nights ago,

when one big bunch of JC girlies practically HOPPED (*note: no kua zhang here lor, it's REALLY rabbit hop) onto the bus and started laughing, singing, yakking loudly in the middle of the already crowded bus.
Then another girl even performed pull-ups on the bus lor. Pretty amusing.

Then Fren, who's alittle intolerant of the noise the gee nas made, suddenly shared with me,

"i realised the younger you are, the louder you speak."

I agree. I then told him how i used to sing out loud with Joseph & gang on the bus when we were in secondary school.

I then ended it with these lines which got me pretty emotional,

"But i didn't regret nor thought that was childish.

Cos' that's like the only time in your life that you can laugh, speak, sing loudly without anyone thinking you are childish. They will just dismiss it that this is YOUTH 青春无敌, that these are just kidos who are enjoying the BEST times in their lives."

Don't you think so?

Those carefree days where we sang, laughed, ate fries in MCdees, played waterbombs in chalets, spending time in the sch canteen gossipping, standing at the grandstand oogling over the baseball captain, eating chicken baos and discussing where to go after sch, which lectures to pon tan....

i'm not upset over the fact that age is catching up, definitely not, but i guess these are transitional stages that we'll all be going through. That feeling of incertainity, that feeling of not really willing to part with our carefree days.

We will start to miss the 20-24 yrs old period, and ponder over if we have missed out all the fun we should have rightfully enjoyed.

That's why i'm happy when i'm with the MPRians. They are like bringing me back to those youthful days again. That's why i'm exhilarated to see kerx getting her 1st bf at 19, i believe this is one of the best times in her life, falling in love; chasing her dreams. That's why i am pretty tolerant of those kidos hopping up onto the bus and making a scene, though they might be rather noisy in other's eyes.

BUT WHO CARES?

They only have this chance.

Then poof! Once u reached a certain age, as u stepped into the university of life, tgs will be a different story altogether.

So, to all the youngies out there, enjoy whatever you have left.

As for me, i'm pretty glad to be receiving my 1st quarter of the century soon.
It's a big transitional stage for me, i guess, moving on from one stage to another. No matter how fun my more youthful days were, it's time to move on and to accept another set of scenery that life brings forth to me.

With age, comes more wisdom. And more maturity to handle situations.

Though i'm not sure if i can still act cute in photos or still walk into a neoprint shop looking perfectly at ease. Wahaha

In fact, i'm alr anticipating my very first wrinkle. Wrinkles are sexy! Muahaha~

Grasp a life. Don't let anything hold u behind.

And i is happy, that i have someone to pei me enter my next stage of life. Woohoo~

:)
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I think it's pretty heartwarming when Fren comes over after work and started to help me wrap Children's Day gifts together. In fact, throughout the night, i didn't really do much.... i tink. Think Fren's fingers must be pretty painful by helping me to tie the ribbons and wrapping up the gifts.

I'm not good with words. But a BIG UPsized hug speaks all. :)

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It's pretty upsetting to see a friend whom you used to know for years,

walking past you without saying 'Hi'.

Face to face. Walked past you. Pretended not to see you. Deliberately avoiding eye contact.

And this was the friend whom you spent nights trying to make her a nice bday card, planning her wedding banquet menu together, be her bridesmaid, comforting her when her hubby's daddy passed away, pledging to be friends for life........

Yet this is the time i told myself, that it takes two hands to clap.

And when all these actions kept repeating themselves over & over again, you somehow got used to the accumulated disappointments,

and gradually.....

You felt nothing at all.

It's upsetting, becos you know it's the end... There's only so much i can do.

But it's no longer like the end of the world anymore.

Like what Fren says when i confided into him,

"Unhappy things, there's no point in remembering."

True.

It's impossible to forget what entirely happened, but i can put aside the baggage and move on.

Come what may.

The only thing i can do to salvage myself, is not to brood over it,

and be a happier person altogether!

:)

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i'm really beginning to miss Ling quite badly.

Luckily, 1st Oct is coming! Woopie!

*reunion reunion reunion*

Shall we have a reunion steamboat dinner together? Muahaha
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Shall buy a niceeee long purse for myself dis bday! Woohoo......

I'm eyeing the fossil purse..... Quite expensive i noe.....


so chio!!!

But i reallie reallie like it !!! Esp the touch & smell of the leather... Woohaa....

豁出去啦！^^