And then.......

His good friend asked me out.

And then.......

He said,

"if only i've known you earlier... before him....." and his voice trails off into a tiny whisper which i couldn't make out what's the rest of the contents.

but nehmind.

i already guessed.

i was stunned.

i was then in a mini daze.

i looked up. avoided the i'm-waiting-for-a-reply look.

i know what he meant.

i then use the HA HA method and suggested we go grab a bite.

What shld i do?

l.o.s.t........

+++++++++++++

sometimes i wished i'm young & fearless.

Perhaps i can create miracles.

Perhaps i can get out of this sticky situation right now and make some reallie courageous choices.

But call me a hum-chi.

Tgs always happen at most unexpected moments.

Yesterday. Today.

How many more days do we have...

ahead of us?

i wish... i can laugh forever.

will u laugh along with me?