- Not a good day -

Came home, vomitted thrice.

Went sleep. Woke up. Vomitted again. Gastrics.

Missed Spider.

Friend is a little disappointed.

"Tues i'll be leaving for Taiwan.. Do hope to see u before i fly."

Felt pretty bad.

Went to sleep somemore. Woke up. Realised my cheeks are wet.

Not sweat i guess. It's been quite sometime since i cried unknowingly in my slp.

Recalled what happened today:

1st time i hollered at a kid outside the hall.

1st time after scolding a kid, i couldn't control my tears as i walked away.

1st time i hollered at another colleague in front of yet another colleague. She's always expecting me to wipe her ass for her, and nearly got me into hot soup as well. But i know my tolerance level has always been high. Guess it's the combination of all the things that make me lose my cool.

Am i simply PMS-ing?

I shall just say, tgs just aren't as simple.......

Sometimes i felt like a lonely warrior fighting this inevitable war.

i've nothing to fall back on.

Maybe cos i seldom talk abt work stress in front of friends?

It's a wonder why i burst and told everyone today.........

Think i need to get it off my chest. Thks everyone for bearing with me:)

On a BRIGHTER note,

Will be 'catching' Spider on Monday instead! Friend says he's gg to book the tix and plan the itinery. Heh. Felt like going to eat the braised pork rice that i missed!!! Alright. Shall stop this silly craving. =P

aNd Saturday will be going to chill & relax. i seriously NEED that.

aNd i still got like 9 donuts in the box to enjoy!!!! WoOoHOoO!!!

i love stuffing sweet calories down my stomach whenever i don't feel good.

Haha. Just in time my darlin' donuts! Yeah!



At least, i'm trying very hard to keep myself happy =)