- Apparently, you are out of the pic. Out of my exciting life -

Phone rang @ 3.45pm.

"It's me XXX. You want to collect back your vcd? It's still with me."

"It's okay, u can keep it. I've long bought a new one."

Put down the phone. *beep beep*

Sms: "Pls understand that we are still friends."

I was seriously taken aback. How can she say sometg like this so easily?

It's like u stabbed someone, and say,

"Hey pls understand, i just stabbed you and i'm sorry for all the past nonsenses i had put you through. From this moment, you have to ignore that stab and treat like nothing's happened. No other appeals allowed."

HA HA HA.

This has got to be the funniest joke.

Surprisingly, on the same day, different time, another person smsed me:

"Hey.. Do remember we are still friends."

It's not that i embraced hatred. It's not that i'm angry. It's not that i won't be attending the funeral...

I've never hated you people one second in my life when you all left me.

I had been angry with you people for pointing your accusation fingers at me w/o hearing my explanation. I had been seriously angry with all 7 of you becos u didn't trust me like what a friend will do.

But my anger has long subsided. It's not becos i've chosen to forgive.

I just see no point in getting angry with people who don't even care a damn about my feelings...... and getting accused for things i swore i never do.

And now you just drop me a sms telling me i'm STILL considered as a friend?

In your eyes... do i ever have the right to decide whom i want to befriend?

And yes, i have decided who are the ones to stay and who are the ones to go.

What didn't kill me not only makes me stronger, it also makes me see clearer.

I guess you can only see people's true colors after a long while. Then u shall enjoy a long laugh afterwards.

For their childish behaviour?

For their 自以为是?

For all their crazy actions deemed right ONLY in their eyes?

Only they will know...

While i stand in a corner.. Happily munching my chips... Watching the whole self-directed drama drama looping before my eyes..... Courtesy of you guys ......

I will continue to live my life... While you guys live yours...

All has been peaceful so far... Seriously...

It's not easy coming this far. Let's all not go back to square 1.

Do not take my smiles for ignorance.

Do not take my existence as a joke.

I'm also human.......................