- truly bluey -

The 20 laps in the pool feels GOOD, though not excellent.

I thought i could swim at least 30.

But it made my mind think so much clearer.

I don't like to be in a triangle.

Therefore, i'm gona step out of this triangle and perhaps move on.

I don't know. I just feel oh-so-defeated.

Like you're all prepared to go on a war, u wear ur armour, u take ur weapons, then u opened the gates and saw a 1000000 times stronger troop charging towards you.

Before i fight, i'm going to give it up. Cos i'm tired. I don't wish history to happen. Like hw he used to hurt me? Now, i don't want another man to deflate my pride anymore.

So, he likes her? So be it. So, if he doesn't? Then let's see.

Hiding something is easy. As long as i don't show, nobody will know.

And it will be my, and only my secret.

forever....