Di just got attached 2day. WoOhOo! It came so suddenly. Pang seh me for breakfast and worked out a romantic getaway with his new girl. Evil guy. Hiak hiak.

Hope this works out better than the previous one.

Knowing him so well, bet i'm gona see lesser n lesser of him.

只要你开心就好 lah。

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I've always been thinking how i will react if someday i was to bump into my ex on the streets.

Shld i go over n say an embarassing 'Hiyee!' or shld i just walk away pretending i didn't see him?

Well, exactly one week ago i met my first boyfriend in Orchard. He was alone on a saturday night, clad in berms and tee. He's still as boyish looking, still the same 'pattern', and still loves wearing that pair of i-dunno-wat-the-brand-is slippers.

Time seemed to have staled the second i saw him.

And like a quick flashback, all the memories came back. Good ones. Nostalgic ones.

I stood right behind him, and if he was to turn back immediately, his eyes would have caught mine. I tried very hard to keep my breathing normal, but my heart was thumping so hard i have to hold on to Joe who was standing beside me.

"Hey, isn't that Keith?" Joe nudged me.

"Shld i go over?"

Perhaps Joe saw my face turning white. Perhaps he sensed my hidden anxiety.

He shrugged and advised me to go if i'm feeling okay.

But i wasn't. What if he spotted me but didn't want to say hello? What if things turned out to be pretty embarassing?

3 years. We have not met each other ever since my heartbreaking 21 yrs old birthday celebration.

That night he sent me flowers. Roses. ALL 11 of them. He wasn't my bf, we broke up when we were 14 but 6 yrs later, he decided to woo me back.

I shan't elaborate why we didnt end up together afterall.

It's too heartbreaking , too confusing and too tiring to type it all out here.

But yes. The last i know of him, he's attached with a NUS girl and they look quite happy together.

Then i lost my hp with his number in it and never met him again.

He smsed me last yr during my birthday, and the dumbwit me actually deleted it accidentally w/o saving his number.

Okay digressing. Back.

So he sensed someone staring hard at him and he tried to turn back alittle, but i was standing behind tall Joe and a grp of guys. So i guessed he saw alittle of me, but wasn't sure if it was me or not.

While he was still wondering if it's me, and me wondering if i shld go over n tap on his shoulders,

his bus came and Joe's friend's car came too.

Exactly at the same time, two different routes, two different destinations.

Perhaps just like our fates.

注定 擦肩而过.

I seriously dont know why. But his face kept popping into my mind endlessly after that night.

Regret not going over, greet him and get his hp no. back?

Regretful that tgs didnt turn out well?

Joe told me a meaningful line that night as we squeezed into his friend's honda:

"What has happened, dont look back. U'll fall down if u kept looking back."

I didn't look back at the bus as i got into the car.

Somethings, you just have to leave it behind you.

And very graciously,

you move on.

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I have never ever tried gulping down so many desserts down my already-filled-wif-breko-burger n fries stomach at one go.

The apple crumble that is just so-so. Nothing much.

Aww.... This is a MUST TRY!! Coffee club's Tantalising Tiramisu Cake.

Okayyy... i added that 'tantalising' word... But it's REALLY good...

The infamous Mud pie... Ahhh.... i love that oreo base below... Slurps*

The caramel nougat... It's good if u have an extremely sweeeeet tooth.

Mae mae trying to lup the whole pie into her mouth b4 we start threatening her with our vicious forks.

the long lost shag siblings. YES i added the word 'Shag'. Wahaha

Evidence of the kee siaos. Well, kee siaos usually wore white isn't it? Wahaha

i'm very glad i'm not.

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I have to admit.

I'm missing my ahwing buddy.

But he has warned me he will be superbly busy straddling with lots of studying, tuition and gym.

Is it cos i've too much time on my hands? While everyone is so deadly busy?

I missed the long bus trips home suaning each other plus the popcorning times.

Hope he gets alittle free-er soon. *gRinz* =D

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Went crazy shopping today... ALONE!

HAHAHA ain't i getting alittle too boastful?

Perhaps it's small deal to u guys, but to me... IT'S AN ACHIEVEMENT!!

hahaha... Went ard the buzzling streets with my ipod nano and lup lots of victory items back...

5 BIG BAGS OF STUFFS!!

Two new heels from U.R.S = $60

4 Tops from Esprit= $130.50

1 Top from The Box= $29.90

4 Skirts from Iora= $100+

2 lovely boxes for confidential use= $40

1 Loreal hair conditioner= > $7

PLUS

One broken heart. Two empty pockets. One panting purse.

Luckily 12th Feb is near..... Wahahaha~

Luckily i've saved up another 1000 this month...... Wahahaha~

I'm SOOO gonna win @ MJ and Blackjack when the new year comes....

ANG BAOS!!! I LURVE DEM' ALL........ =)

RETAIL THERAPY IS CHAO JI GOOD LAH...