Was just telling buddy on our way home from the movie just now...

That how good it will be if there's someone here in time when everything seems to be alittle too misty and tiring. That i will have someone to depend on during tough times and i dont have to appear alittle too gung-ho.

I can cry, i can punch on his chest and say i really need a rest or whatever stoopid acts i can gather. Anything.

That was when he questioned me,

"What if u guys quarelled? Then that will be one more trouble on top of all your troubles. Then u will really kee siao lei."

And this question really sprang me awake.

For a split second, i was impressed that my buddy has finally turned cleverer. Hah.

Then i suddenly realised how true it was.

Being in a r/s doesn't neccessarily mean that the person will be there to share your woes. Doesn't mean that you will be happier and stress-free. With another person in your life, you have to start considering from a two-persons view. No longer the selfish monger who only have to think for yourself. You have to worry not only for yourself, but also for him. You have to fork out time for not only for your family and frens, but mostly for him too.

And most importantly,
things might not work out as well as you previously imagined it to be.

Either way, life's always a gambling den where you placed your stakes but no gurantee winnings.

You just got to make decisions at each juncture and make sure u learnt along all the disgustingly educational cockups.

At least i noe what i want in life better. What i expect from myself. Which are the mistakes i have made and which are the chances i have lost. What are the things i have yet to accomplish and who are the ones really worthy of my time and concern.

I guess, girls truly stand up stronger than guys if they REALLY want to. Haha
guys stop diao-ing me okay. I'm stating a totally logical fact.

YES. It's a choice. All in the mind.

Oh and for those who gave me encouraging pats on the shoulder..smiles...kit kats etc etc.... (except for eug the shit who smacked me like nobody's business in the sch canteen b4 all the thousands kids)

I GIVE YOU A BIG THANK YOU!!!!!

Perhaps thank yous aren't enough, but for the moment, that's the only tg i can offer.

=)

Alright ramblings aside, time to hit the bed! Gotta wake up at 7am next morning for meetings. *tu tu tu!* (vomit vomit vomit!) Gona be another walking panda soon.

Sweet dreams everyone! Enjoy singlehood as much as we still can before some lucky bastards come grab us away! Hahahaha~