- Questions and so much more -

Love is indeed blind.

And it was confirmed tonight.

Sometimes, we ask: Are we very much in love with that person whom we thought is the one, or are we just in love with that sense of familiarity being with that person?

Or is familiarity also considered a huge part of love?

Or are we just too frightened to step out and face the consequences, that we rather stay in our comfort zone and tell ourselves that this is the best way out?

Why is it that yrs before, we can just stomp out of that room, hang up the phone after a disturbing quarell ....

But now, we just choose to stay and plead for perhaps... a second chance?

Why is something seemingly simple turning very much complicated overtime?

Why is it that as we grew up, we think fairytales are just sugar coated lies?

When have we stopped believing?

Why do we have so many disturbing questions?

Have i changed? Or are the pple around me changing? Or have we all changed?

i stayed n' watched u walk thru that door.
i noe u wanted to stay for long.
i saw the distance in between,
yet i told you confidently~
it's okay.
Yet my hollow inside tells me sometg ...
not quite the same.

And as i watched u stepped out of d' room,
it's as if we've never met.
The beautiful days never came.
The wonderful memories slowly erased.
Yes. I just want to feel okay.

After all these time spent,
I finally understood what u meant.
The day i heard your voice again.

And, yes.

Time will find us an answer someday.

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ME:

There's MORE to it in life than love, bgrs, heartaches and yes, fading memories.

But why are we just so attached to these tiny parts of life?

Why is it that these tiny parts can be impactful enough to take away big chunks of the heart?

i'm awfully confused.

ANOTHER VOICE:

Well, girl girl... this is what life is all about.

We all learnt how to survive through pain. Take it, move on and chuck it away.

U'r too fantastic to be pondering abt these boringly chim questions on a lovely Friday night. U should go out and meet more exciting people!

ME:

Well, let's hope so. (~ . ~)

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This irritating flu bug just refuses to budge.

Tho i've tried popping 4 panadols in 2 hrs just to chase it away. Irritating.

In the end i totally collasped in my office table unconsciously for one full hour.

好丢脸！！！

Till kind Lee Shan gave me a gentle push and reminded me it's near 6.10pm. Sch's closing.

I NEED SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just can't sleep. Sighs... =(