- Eh? -

Working endlessly makes me feel good.

Hah.

This sounds sadistic.

But at least ...

I got a say.

I can contribute.

I can be 'useful'.

I will be preoccupied with stuffs.

I will have no time to let my useless mind wander.

I will be too busy meeting deadlines than to waste time thinking why isn't my phone ringing.

I know i'm doing something meaningful(for the kids).

I feel instantly better about myself/my life.

I am motivated for the future. Earn more $$ = MORE OVERSEAS TRIPS! Hooray!


Damn it. Am i turning workaholic?