- i see clearer! -

it was perhaps one of the longest wait in my life.

Longest wait not due to the time ticking away.

Longest wait due to the heart thumping and the anxiety screaming @ the back of my head.

I so wana back out and run away. I so wana grab mama's hands and creeped silently away. I so wana called someone and screamed 'HELP!!!!!!!!'

But i stayed. And i waited.

10 mins... 20... 30... 45......

"Sorry Miss. There's a delay at the surgerical theatre. U got to wait for another 15 mins."

(-_-!!!)

15 mins passed.......


"Sorry Miss, you got to wait awhile more. Doctor is still busy with one patient."

*REN*

By the time the doc came, i've shivered sooooo much i'm turning into snowman liao...

BUT!

15mins and the operation is done!!

No pain, no feeling, no screams. NOTHING!

haha but of cos, u can see the doctor putting all sorts of surgery TOOLS into your eyes.... Cos i am conscious all these while....


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~TADAH!~


begged mama to tk a KNS pic of me to 纪念 this speciallll moment~

I LOOK LIKE ULTRAMAN lor!!!! hahaha.... super duper ugly!!! EEE!!!


The next day ...


CAN SEE! Yeah!
*super ugly with no makeup... ahhh!!!i wonder why i'm posting this up for pple to laugh at hahaa*

Note: for those who sms b4/during/after the surgery giving me all those poms poms support... A BIG THANK YOU!! Cos i reallie needed that la... haha...

As for those who wished i become swee swee after the operation w/o glasses... i can only say FAT HOPE... hahaha cos there's NO difference at all.... WEH!!!! *sobs*

Anyway, it has been in my head during the operation...

That if i can step alone into that op theatre, lied on the op bed for 15mins, let the doctor play ard with my eyes, and stepped out of that cold brightly lit room once again....

What can ever bring me down again?

I've been thru so much.

And now, i see much clearer. Heh. (pun intended)

Much much clearer. Yuppies! ^^,)/